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X-MAS

Merry BELATED Christmas!

APPARENTLY WARM X-MAS’s R NO GOOD. THE KIDS KEEP TALKING HOW THEY MISS SNOW & WANT 2 MOVE BACK 2 INDIANA, YET THE CAR SEAT IS 2 COLD AT 50 DEGREES! THIS WAS IN THEIR STOCKINGS: (INSTANT SNOW)

ANYWAY, SORRY IT’S BEEN AWHILE! I HAVEN’T BEEN ON ENOUGH SINCE 12/21! I’LL WRITE LATER, BUT, LIKE ME, THE KIDS ALL GOT CAMERAS 2 (CAN U BELIEVE FISCHER-PRICE MAKES A DIGITAL CAMERA?) — THEY’RE SOOO EXCITED! NOW I GET PICS OF DRAWINGS & LEGO CREATIONS!

WALKING

SORRY I HAVEN’T WRITTEN! I HAVE BEEN SUPER BUSY & HAD A HEADACHE THAT WOULDN’T GO AWAY FOR 2 STRAIGHT DAYS. I DON’T KNOW IF HEADACHES R MORE COMMON POST STROKE–AS A LITTLE GIRL, I HAD THEM ALOT. THEY LESSENED W/AGE, BUT NOW I HAVE A LOT AGAIN. MAKES SENSE THAT BRAIN INJURY WOULD CAUSE HEADACHES, BUT I DON’T KNOW.
WANT 2 HEAR THE DOWNER? MY HUSBAND WAS SO EXCITED I WALKED, HE WANTED ME 2 SHOW FAMILY ON DRY LAND. DESPITE DISAPPOINTMENT, I REFUSED–I KNEW IT WAS 2 NEW & WOULD BE A HUGE DOWNER IF I COULDN’T WALK ON DRY LAND. LUCKILY, MY HUSBAND RESPECTED MY DECISION, & WE TRIED WALKING ON DRY LAND PRIVATELY. I WAS RT., SO NOW I HAVE 2 START BENDING MY KNEES WILLINLY & STRENGTHENING MY UPPER THIGHS SO I CAN LIFT MY LEGS. NOW THAT IT’S PROVEN A POSSIBILITY, MY HUSBAND ‘S HELPING ME TRANSFER IT 2 DRY LAND BY MAKING ME TRY OCCASSIONALY, WHEN I’D NORMALLY BE CARRIED! WHEN I CAN DO THAT, I’LL GLADLY SHARE!

I HEAR THAT PEOPLE R learning all about MY accomplishments A LOT, BUT IT’S JUST A REG. DAY 2 ME, & OFTEN NO BIG DEAL! WALKING WAS DIFFERENT!

THURS.

I WALKED 2DAY!

I WAS DOING A USUAL SWIM THERAPY W/5 LB. WEIGHTS ON MY ANKLES 2 KEEP MY FEET DOWN, & WALKING ACROSS THE POOL (WHICH USUALLY CONSISTS OF ME STEPPING W/MY RT. FT., THEN MARK-WHO’S BEHIND ME, HOLDING ME-KICKING MY LT. LEG FORWARD, AFTER I BEND IT.) & WAS THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE (I HAVE A HARDER TIME SPEAKING WHEN I TRY-I ‘THINK 2 MUCH’) & TOOK AN AMAZING STEP W/MY LT. FT.

IT WAS SO ALARMING, MARK ASKED IF I JUST STEPPED W/MY LT. FT. I KNEW I HAD, BUT WAS UNSURE HOW. 2 MY RELIEF I DID IT MANY TIMES (BUT STILL WONDER IF I CAN DO IT AT THE NEXT SWIM THERAPY) BUT I HAD 2 RELY ON THE KNOWLEDGE IT WAS POSSIBLE, BECAUSE I’D DONE IT ONCE B4. NO SUBSEQUENT STEP WAS AS NICE-SOMEHOW THAT 1st STEP (I USED A DIFFERENT HIP MUSCLE & TOOK A ‘REAL’ STEP- SUBSEQUENT STEPS I HAD 2 TIPPY-TOE 2 BEND), BUT I MADE BOTH FEET MOVE! NOW IF ONLY MY TRUNK SUPPORT WAS THERE!

ABOUT MY ENSIGN ARTICLE, I FILLED OUT STUFF & IT DOESN’T GAURANTEE MY ARTICLE WILL BE PRINTED, BUT A HEFTY FEE IS PAID SO THEY CAN USE IT WHENEVER THEY CHOOSE. HOWEVER, I’M TERRIBLE AT KEEPING SECRETS, SO IT’S A GOOD THING I WASN’T TOLD WHEN I’D BE PUBLISHED! I JUST KNOW THEY CAN EDIT IT 2 FIT. ANY1 WHO KNOWS ME WELL, OR MY TESTIMONY, WILL KNOW IT WHEN THEY C THE TITLE-WHICH CHANGED 4 TIMES! UF U R NOT LDS/MORMON, WHEN/IF IT COMES OUT, I’LL POST A LINK-I ALWAYS USE THEIR AUDIO FILES.

MY MAIN CONCERN IS THAT PEOPLE WILL THINK I WRITE ELOQUENTLY IF I TRY. I DON’T! REMEMBER I SAID THIS SAME ARTICLE WAS DENIED? THE MEAT WAS THERE ON BARE BONES. MY PARENTS SAW POTENTIAL & PICKED ME UP. MY MOM & MY BROTHER MIKE (CURRENTLY SERVING A MISSION 4 R CHURCH IN FINLAND) PUT FLESH ON THOSE BONES (1 PG. BECAME 2 & I ENSURED IT WAS STILL ‘MY WORDS’). LISA (MY OLDEST FRIEND-A PEN-PAL AT 12 YRS.) & MARK EDITED. IT WAS ACTUALLY MARK WHO INSPIRED THE FINAL TITLE, WHICH GAVE ME THE MOST GRIEF. SO, I DON’T STAND ALONE!

PUBLISHED AGAIN!

I STARTED WRITING AN ARTICLE THE WEEKEND ZACH WAS BAPTIZED-AUG. 2005. I HAVE HAD SOME HELP EXPANDING MY THOUGHTS & EDITING, & LAST NIGHT I FOUND OUT I’LL BE PUBLISHED IN A CHURCH MAGAZINE, THE ENSIGN! I’M SO GLAD-I FELT THIS SHOULD BE SHARED–& IT WAS TURNED DOWN ORIGINALLY (REMINDING ME OF MY TEEN YRS. WHEN I ENTERED A NEW ERA, ANOTHER CHURCH MAGAZINE, CONTEST). ODDLY, NEITHER PUBLICATION-THE ARTICLE OR MY SCRAPBOOK PG.–WOULD HAVE HAPPENED W/O HAVING MY STROKE! IN ORDER 2 KEEP IT SOMEWHAT A SURPRISE, I’M NOT SHARING MORE THAN THE KNOWLEDGE 2 LOOK 4 ME IN THE CHURCH MAGAZINE, THE ENSIGN . AREN’T I MEAN?