ANOTHER RECOVERY UPDATE

I WROTE ABOUT MY RECOVERY ON WEDNESDAY, & THOUGHT I’D SHARE AN UPDATE: SINCE THEN, MOST OF THE CUTS HAVE HEALED, MY LIP CUT IS TONS BETTER & SMALLER, & I ONLY HAVE 1 BLACK EYE! I HAVE BEEN EXHAUSTED 2 THE POINT WHERE I’M IN AUTOMATIC MODE & DON’T WANT 2 THINK. (IT STINKS 2 FEEL BORED, BUT FEEL TOO TIRED 2 THINK OF SOMETHING 2 DO!) I HAVE NOT EVEN HAD THE ENERGY NEEDED 2 VOCALIZE. (BUT I SEEM BETTER 2DAY—AT LEAST I’M THINKING!) I THINK I HAVE BEEN HEALING SO FAST, THAT MY ENERGY HAS BEEN PUT THERE! SO, THXS 4 THE PRAYERS!

THE WAY I’M HEALING AMAZES ME DAILY! I HAVE INJURIES FROM ALMOST 20 YEARS AGO THAT ARE STILL SCARS & TOOK YEARS 2 HEAL! IN FACT,, WHEN I HAD MY STROKE, I HAD 2 BROKEN TOES FOR A YEAR, & THEY PROBABLY ONLY HEALED FROM LACK OF USING MY FOOT!

ABOUT THE HOSPITAL INJURIES:
1. I MENTIONED HOW I WAS A HUMAN PINCUSHION, WHERE THEY NOT ONLY POKED EVERY ELBOW & WRIST & A BICEP, BUT WIGGLED THE NEEDLES AROUND, SEARCHING 4 A VEIN–DESPITE KNOWING THAT I WAS ALREADY A HARD STICK, & DEHYDRATED (WHICH MAKES IT EVEN HARDER 2 FIND A VEIN)! & I ENDED UP DRINKING ORALLY ANYWAY! (BUT, AT LEAST I WASN’T STRIPPED NAKED, POKED IN THE GROIN, & LEFT NAKED—WHICH HAS BEEN DONE!) SSOMEHOW I STILL HAVE BBRUISES FROM THIS! LOL
2. THEY PUT ME ON THIS WOOD BOARD 2 KEEP MY BACK FLAT, BUT MY BACK WAS CURVED, W/MY HIPS ANGLED SO MY BODY WEIGHT WAS ON MY TAILBONE. THE AVERAGE PERSON COULD MAKE THE NECESSARY MINOR ADJUSTMENTS, BUT I NEEDED HELP, WHICH THEY REFUSED. DESPITE BEING A WIMP IN MY CHILDHOOD, I AM NO LONGER A WIMP (-I HAD 3 BABIES W/NO EPIDURAL, I WAS AWAKE & FELT MY THROAT SLICED WHEN I HAD TRACHE SURGERY, ETC.) SO I ENDURED 30-45 MIN. THAT WAY, AS WE DROVE TO THE HOSPITAL, WINCING W/EVERY BUMP. BUT ONCE WE ARRIVED AT THE HOSPITAL, & THEY MOVED & JOSTLED ME, I WAS IN AGONY! I STARTED 2 CRY, & MY PBA TOOK OVER & I SCREAMED! I WAS TOLD THAT I COULDN’T COME OFF THAT STUPID BOARD UNLESS I CALMED DOWN, WHICH I CAN’T DO (PBA MEANS THAT I CAN’T CONTROL MY EMOTIONS!) LUCKILY, JESS WAS THERE, SO I SIGNED THAT I HAVE PBA & CAN’T CALM DOWN, BUT IF MY BUTT WAS MOVED DOWN, I’D STOP CRYING! THE STUPID LADY—U’D THINK SHE’D KNOW WHAT PBA WAS, BUT SHE WAS CLUELESS & STUBBORN ABOUT NO1 MOVING ME, SO MY TAILBONE GOT BRUISED. I CAME TO THE HOSPITAL TO BE HELPED, BUT I WAS HURT AS BAD AS WHEN I FELL!

SO ONE MAY ASK, “WHERE WAS YOUR GOD THEN?” WELL, I BELIEVE HE WAS RIGHT THERE. I HAVE BRUISED MY TAILBONE BEFORE, & IT CAN BE TONS WORSE (B4, MY BUTT HAD 2 USE A DONUT PILLOW 4 MONTHS, & I DON’T NEED 1 NOW!) BUT WE ALL HAVE FREE AGENCY 2 CHOOSE, SO THE DOCTORS & NURSES MADE THEIR CHOICES, & THEN THE CONSEQUENCE FOLLOWED, BUT GOD HELPED ME—WHETHER 2 LESSEN THE INJURY, OR WITH THE ABILITY 2 FIGHT THE PAIN.

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