SUNDAY

IT WAS MEALTIME, & MK WAS BUSY. ZACH COOKED RAMEN, FED THE GIRLS & HIM SOME, THEN, WHEN I WAS SURE IT HAD TIME 2 COOL ENOUGH 4 ME, HE CUT & FED ME! SO SWEET! HE ROCKS!

IT WASN'T PERFECT (I HAD A SHOWER), BUT I'M USED 2 WAITING UNTIL MK CAN FEED ME, WHICH CAN BE LATE IF HE'S REALLY BUSY. I DON'T MIND—I RARELY FEEL HUNGER PAINS, BUT I'VE FELT THEM MORE LATELY, AT THE 2 MEALS I DO EAT.

THE KIDS R USED 2 DOING MORE THAN AVERAGE KIDS. I KNOW I NEED THEM 2 BE EXTRA RESPONSIBLE, AS MUCH, OR MORE THAN, MK DOES. THE MORNING I ALONE GOT THEM READY 4 SCHOOL, WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN POSSIBLE W/O THEM BEING SUPER RESPONSIBLE—THE TRICK IS 2 EXPECT MORE & DON’T BABY THEM. OTHERWISE THEY BACK TRACK.

AS A MOM, I USED 2 THINK THEY "DESERVED IT" WHEN SOME1 BABY'D THEM. BUT NOW I C IT IS LIKE ME: IT'S TONS EASIER 2 JUST ASK & HAVE SOME1 DO SOMETHING 4 ME, BUT IF IT'S WITHIN MY CAPABILITY, THE STRUGGLE CAN BE WORTH IT, & I CAN ACCOMPLISH MORE THAN I THOUGHT POSSIBLE. ACCORDING 2 MY MRI, I BELIEVE I SHOULD JUST BLINK…IT’S BAD. BUTI DIDN’T KNOW IT WAS THAT BAD, SO I KEPT TRYING. I KNEW I WAS LOCKED-IN, BUT NOT KNOWING WHY—IT GAVE ME THE ABILITY 2 STRETCH MYSELF, SINCE I HAD NO REASON 2 DOUBT MYSELF. (MY FAV. QOUTE IS "Courage does not always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, “I will try again tomorrow”. — Anonymous) KIDS CAN BE THAT WAY, & LOVE THE CHANCE 2 BE THE "ADULT." THE TRICK NOW, IS 2 NOT FRUSTRATE THEM, BY STRETCHING 2 FAR, & BEYOND THEIR CAPABILITIES! (I'VE FELT THAT 2, & IT'S AN AWFUL FEELING!)

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