I REALIZED THESE TRIGGERS 2 MY PBA RECENTLY:

I'VE LEARNED MANY TRICKS 2 STOP MY TEARS, WHEN I''M SIGNALED A WARNING SIGN THAT TEARS R COMING, BUT I HAVE 2 BE VERY CAUTIOUS & NOT ALLOW ME 2 BE EMOTIONAL, RT. B4 I GO SOMEWHERE EMOTIONAL, LIKE, SAY, CHURCH—OTHERWISE, MY EMOTIONS WILL BE OUT OF WHACK, & LAUGHTER/TEARS THAT I NORMALLY COULD CONTROL, I CAN'T CONTROL, AS WELL.

I HAVE ALSO DISCOVERED THAT I LAUGH HARDER AT TIMES BECAUSE I HEAR SOME1 EXPRESS PRECISELY WHAT I'D THOUGHT, BUT WASN'T GOING 2 BOTHER 2 FINGERSPELL IT. (SOMETIMES, THOUGH, IT ISN'T SAID, SO I LAUGH 2 MYSELF, AS I "THINK SOMETHING FUNNY IN MY HEAD.")